I know I will not be a big "looser" this month. I am at a stand still and it makes me so mad. I will not give up but I'm not happy with myself.........One thing I am is a fighter and I plan on winning....not so much for the News Herald but for myself. YES, I will be embarrassed by my number in the paper (people at work are checking it) but...if I really cared about what people thought about me, I would have never entered this contest. I did this to help myself and others that could relate to what I am going through. That's why blogging is so important. I will get through this month, and work harder. One day at a time!